2010 plans

Been thinking about a lot of things lately. 2010 will be a good year for me, no matter how hard i have to work on it. Top 5 things im excited about...

ONE my Youtube show.. :). I was thinking about doing it over earlier this year, but I saw The Skorpion Show with Kevin and Makael. Changed my mind QUICKLY!!! lol. They are killing youtube right now. I didn't want to do it anymore because they're in philly as well, same area and all. I told them about it recently and of course they both laughed about me being scared. Makael told me to do it anyway a female counterpart in philly would be dope. SO I'M ON IT!! lol.. KiLaMDR to youtube REAL SOON!!!!

TWO I graduate in MARCH!!! YAY!! So I'll be a professional Massage Therapist. HOLLA AT ME!!!!

THREE my brother will be home... CAN YOU SAY HAPPY AGAIN???

FOUR my own place.. YES THAT IS OH DEE NEEDED!!!!

FIVE MDR!!! i'm just real excited about it... stay posted... ;)

BIG SHOUT OUTS TO:

TENDRA!!!! I haven't even started my show yet and she's supportive.. LOVE YOU!!! 2010 will be a wonderful year for you as well love.. GOOD LUCK WITH EVERYTHING YOU ARE WORKING ON NOW!! (@TendraJ)
MAKAEL for giving me the GO!! lol (@Makael86)
MAMA SKORPION I never met her, but I have spoke with her once.. just the whole conversation with her, made me want to do more... (she doesnt have a twitter) lol

SUPERFRESH Graphic Tees

Whats the worst thing that can happen to you fashion wise?? Showing up somewhere with you and 5 other people wearing the same thing. How many times have you bought a shirt and thought you were the only one that had it? I've done it more times than I can count. Each time I got my feelings hurt when I saw others with the same shirt on. A real SMACK in the face.

Well for all of you that have been through this and want something different, SUPERFRESH is here for you. What is SUPERFRESH? It's a Graphic Tee design company thats DIFFERENT from everything else. All of the designs are limited edition. Limited edition meaning only a certain amount of designs are printed up and go on sale for a limited time. 2 weeks for each design. Once the 2 weeks are up or the product is sold out (which ever comes first) the design is no more. REALLY no more. The design goes into extinction. lol.

All info about the shirts and other products go to http://superfreshclothes.com/
Follow on twitter http://twitter.com/SuperFresh
Add them on Myspace.. http://www.myspace.com/superfreshclothes
Subscribe to their YouTube page... http://www.youtube.com/user/superfreshclothing

I found out about them from Recording Artist Roderic. (I'll blog about him REAL soon) For those of you that watch 106 & Park, Roderic was on 106 a few weeks ago for W.O.W. (wild out wednesday) The ring pop shirt he wore was designed by SuperFresh. In case you missed it....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I1kiFXyfitg&feature=subtivity

I'm excited about this line because I know I'll be the only one at a gathering with one of these Tees on. Selfish of me right??

So go check the site... You won't be disappointed.

The Balloon Boy... BUSTED!!

So... lol. Not even 24 hrs and little balloon boy told it all.He and the rest of his family were on Larry King not even a hour ago. Larry asked Falcon why didn't he come out of the attic when he heard his parents calling him. Part of his response was we were doing this for a show. His dad was trying to fix what he was saying, but failed. Everyone including Larry King heard him say it. Larry tried to elaborate on the comment but again Richard Heene tried to fix the statement.

All I can say about this is when you want to do something bad idea or not, don't include the kids THEY TELL EVERYTHING. If you do and they tell on you, have a good lie ready to put out there. Do NOT stumble over the answer like Richard Heene. Miyumi Heene, Falcon's mother, she was no better with the answers. She too was stumbling over the answers.

I know times are hard for everyone, but missing kids is nothing to play about. Like I said earlier there are kids still missing and their families have no word on the situations. They should've signed up for another episode of Wife Swap or had more kids for a reality show. Something other than this dumb stunt. Now they wasted people's time and money. I know that search and everything else that was done today cost money.

Now let's see what else comes out of this. A new show for them? A divorce stunt? More rap videos from the kids? I guess we just have to sit back and wait.

I wonder if they could have charges pressed against them for a false report. hhmmm anyway heres the video of Larry King incident http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wI6UONWCq7A

The Balloon Boy

So todays big talk was about the 6 year old Balloon boy, Falcon Heene. Supposedly he climbed into an air balloon that was seen floating off a few moments later. The balloon was one of his dad's hand made projects for chasing storms. After 2 hours of the balloon being in the air, it landed but no sign of Falcon. Rescuers and other people searched the areas where the balloon was believed to travel. Still no sign of Falcon. A sheriff reported that Falcon was found at home in the attic of their attic, in a box. He hid because he was scared and thought he was in trouble for sending his father's air balloon off into the air.

Now I seriously think this whole balloon thing was a publicity stunt. This family has been on Wife Swap twice. The father is a self proclaimed professional storm chaser; Who is trying to get his business of air balloons and other storm chasing products up and running. He has worked for CNN as a storm reporter. As well as worked with a former meteorologist to find storms. Okay so he has some type of credential in the storm chasing business... I guess.

It's crazy how this report was all over the U.S. What did they do call every news reporter they knew before calling the cops? What was the convo like over breakfast this morning? "Business is slow.. thinking about sending Falcon in the air." Like what the hell.. His name alone Falcon.. lmao. This was just too much today.

I never saw coverage like this for a "missing" child. Kids have been missing for years and still no type of broadcast for it. Everything now is for ratings and publicity. So i guess what was better than a 6 year old named Falcon flying off into the sky alone?

Did I mention the these kids are rappers? The video was made to make fun of the other family they were on Wife Swap with. The name of the song is "Pussified". Right I'll really let my kids all under the age of 8 do a youtube video disrespecting people. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EBWJXXgaYBo

I just wanna know what I have to do to get my own show. HA!

C'MON SON!

after thoughts...

I was writing up something called Reasons She Hurts when my girl Angie (angielala1986.blogspot.com) tweeted about her new blog post; Falling in love.. with myself. It's true you can't judge a book by it's cover. I never thought about her having problems or anything. she was just Ang. If you have a problem or you need someone to talk to call her. she always has what you need to hear.
If you know me you know I have a lot of problems that I still am trying to get over or resolve. My history is crazy. Reading her post made me realize damn she and I have a lot in common as far as insecurities and dumb ass exes. (a whole other mess) I've had to deal with not being wanted by parents. Moving a lot. Verbal and Physical abuse from my son's father. Just no real positive or motivational people around me. One person I could always count on no matter what was my brother. Back in 2004 a few days before i graduated high school. He was sentenced to 5-10 years in prison. Self Defense, but I guess the judge just wanted to set an example out of him because of where we lived. Life took a crazy turn for me after that. Depressed and crying all the time about everything. Mainly because I didn't have anyone in my corner anymore. I had my 3 closest friends but still they weren't my brother. My boyfriend at the time he was there but at the same time he wasn't. the streets and other girls kept him busy. Him and my father.. mainly my father are the reasons why I never really trusted men. I have trust issues with both sexes but I'm working on that.
2005 was difficult for me. I really do believe that Trey Songz helped me through a lot of my problems. Yes through his music. I still can't explain it myself for real. It was just something about him. 4 years later him and his music is still here and even stronger in my life.
Over the past few years I've met some people (a lot from TSMB yes Trey Songz Message Board) that are actually doing things with their lives. Positive things. Seeing them do what they're doing makes me push on. I'm back in school. I'm not in this just for me anymore. I have other people now that are supporting me. Crazy how none of my BLOOD family told me anything about them being proud or anything like that. My twitter family and TSMB family are here for me though. The first person to say anything was JustDayDreams. (not going to put some govt's out lol) That made me feel good like dang she doesn't even know me for real, but yet shes taking time to say shes proud of me. I'm working hard towards my graduation. hahaha.
Trying to let everything in my past go, but thats easier said than done. What doesn't kill you only makes you stronger right?? I should be Super Woman or someone right now.
I wrote this mainly to say I'm working on me now. Trying to get over a lot of things. Love me for me. Do what I need to do. Not settle in life for simple things.
All of this was on mind after reading Angie's blog. Pointless? Whatever my thoughts, my blog, my way.

Michael Jackson's This Is It film

I got my ticket to see the film for Michael Jackson's This Is It. For those of you that have been in a coma for the past few months. lol. This Is It is a film about the This Is It tour that Michael was preparing for before his death. It's footage of him rehearsing and doing interviews for the tour. Not interested in it?? Return back to your coma NOW!

I'm hella excited about it. I think I'll cry soon as I see him on the screen. Since his death certain songz by him make me want to cry. I have cried a lot over his death. I'm emotional okay don't judge me. lol. Seriously you can't tell me you didn't shed some tears when news first broke out about his death. If not that then I know you cried during his memorial. If you didn't you're not human.

I'm going to see the movie ALONE. That wasn't the plan, but hey now I won't be interrupted for anything. I can enjoy MJ alone. I'm sure you know tickets are going fast. A lot of people are really excited to see it. So if you don't have your ticket yet.. WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU WAITNG FOR?? I'm preparing myself for how crowded this theater will be. Even in Death Michael Jackson has people going crazy trying to see him. AMAZING!

It's only in theaters for 2 WEEKS so.. GO GET YOUR TICKETS!! They're on sale now. Opening day is October 28th so make sure you are there.

Go To thisisit-movie.com thisitittickets.com for more info and to purchase your tickets.

Starting back on Blogging.. lol

I know I've been M.I.A strong. lol. I started back school and still trying to get another job so I'm busy a lttle. lol. A lot of things have passed that I wanted to talk about. Michael Jackson's Death, JR Smith and his 30 day sentencing, Michael Crabtree and his contract issues, Trey Songz new album READY... A LOT of things... lol. I'm back now and I will NOT leave for a long period of time anymore. Some of the topics that I mentioned I may still Blog about them. SO stay with me and tell your friends about me.